| So I had a midterm today, and I kicked the shit out of it, but that's not really relevant.
I had all intentions of going home to vote, but as I meandered out of Radio at 8:50 this morning, I grew apathetic, and I talked to my dad for about a half hour. I went to the lab, checked my email, printed out my paper, and looked at away messages.
Every single one had some 'vote this' 'bush that' 'kerry 4eva'...and then I was like, well fuck that, I'll show them.
I thought of lying to people and saying I had done an absentee ballot, but I thought that would increase the bad karma that was already building quickly.
So, I called my dad again, and he said, it's too late, you have class, and I don't want you flying home in your car.
So now I felt guilty. Incredibly guilty. I tried to rationalize, saying how my grandfather would have voted Republican, and he wasn't voting this election, so I wouldn't out of respect. Lame, I know.
My dad sent me sad IM's, like, 'You don't want your brother to get drafted, do you :('. My heart strings were tugged.
So, I came back here, and I went on MoveOn and got the info for a phone party in Lambertville in which they call registered democrats in Florida and Ohio and encourage them to vote.
I just didn't understand the absentee ballot.
I just want to clear my election conscious.
As long as Kerry wins NJ, and hopefully the election, I'll feel fine. If not, I have granted Matt permission to punch me. | comments: Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | IMing and TV in the other room. | | Subject: | A quiet moment... | | Time: | 10:05 pm | | Current Mood: | horny |
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| I haven't had too much to say as of late.
I have a single, in off campus apartments. I miss Marisa like I'd miss a limb, but other then that I love it.
I've decorated, I have learned to be by myself, I cook for myself, I'm a grown up. My mom thinks it's the halfway house between college and grown up ville. I tend to agree.
Yes. So I'm really happy. It's fall out now, that's fun. I feel settled in, and I love it.
I"m telepathic. Ask Matt's wallet about it.
The band fucking rules, expect shows soon.
What else? Nothing.
I have jobs, friends, a stove, and <3.
Best. Year. Ever. | comments: Leave a comment  |
| Dearest LJ, So.
Tomorrow is the last time I'll 'leave for the year'. Fucking crazy, is what it is. It's scurrrrrrry.
I have big time nervous stomach.
I have my own kitchen...I love this fact. I'll feel like a grown up.
I look forward to the next few days just chillaxin' at school whilst doing random radio shit.
This summer was crazy. Good, but crazy. Figures that it got interesting yesterday, but I suppose everything happens for a reason.
I know I sound a little melancholy, but I think it's just nervousness and stress. I know once I get there and settled I'll be so happy.
The mothers Lawrence and Seftel will meet tomorrow. And then the earth will implode as it has taken 2 and a half years for this to happen.
Honestly, I can't wait to get this year started, but at the same time I know once it does that it's going to be a giant snowball until GRADUATION. Fucking crazy...but I plan to make the most of the year ahead of me.
And I second Matt in the 'let's drink' sentiment. It's still August. :D
I have to organize a bit more and vaccum.
Cheers to the semester of <3 and :D. I've got a good feeling...
XOXO Katrina. | comments: Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | Channel 4, motherfucker. | | Subject: | Olypmics FEVAH! | | Time: | 12:05 am | | Current Mood: | crazy |
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| I'm really happy.
I have lots of stuff to update, but I'm too lazy to do so.
Everything is just so great.
I thought I would document this good feeling in the LJ.
XOXO Katrina :D <3 | comments: Leave a comment  |
| and other such news from the AIM main page...
I'm really going to update tomorrow, but for now...
Write 40 things about you that are true.
1. I've played the violin since I was 3. 2. I'm in a band called Raleigh St. Claire. 3. I feel as though we will 'make it'. 4. I have a severe caffine addiction. 5. I went to nursery school with my roomie/bff, and didn't know it until we met in college. 6. I like making movies. 7. I get feelings about people that prove to be accurate/valuable. 8. I have ADD. 9. I tend to be unorganzied and unfocused, to a fault. 10. I am completely in love with my friends. 11. I'm materialistic. 12. I am viciously loyal. 13. I love special people. 14. I'm a swim coach. 15. I used to be terrified to be by myself, but I am learning to appreciate quiet time. 16. One of my bestest friends is in Australia, and I miss him. 17. I adore the show Strangers with Candy. 18. I'm not going to be in orchestra next year, the first time in 18 years that I won't be in one. 19. I am in a band, the first time in 21 years that I'm in one. 20. Alcohol used to make me very ill. 21. I think that Andrew WK is the most amazing human on the planet. 22. I'm going to Warped Tour on Sunday with the Brothers Lawrence. 23. I have bangs. Fucking awesome bangs. 24. I get scared that I'm going to be jobless. 25. I plan on moving away with Matt in a year. 26. I have a dog named Tummy. 27. I like sex. 28. I'm learning how to skateboard. 29. I like to fight with people for the sake of fighting. 30. I'm a bitch sometimes. 31. My grandmother is my idol. 32. I love the color pink. 33. I don't talk to anyone from high school. 34. I love to swim. 35. I enjoy libations and drugs on occasion. 36. I miss Edisto Island. 37. I am excited and scared for senior year of college. 38. I can't cook. 39. I have 100 pairs of shoes, of which I wear about 5 pairs. 40. I like myself.
I don't know if that was fun or informative.
Oh yeah... 41. I'm an attention whore. Comment.
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| because you care :D
Swim team is going...swimmingly. We have a bunch of new little people, and they're for the most part adorable, so that is good. It's early yet, but before I know it the season will be over. I want to go somewhere in August...hmmm...
What else...we have 5 songs! Our band is really really good. It's so good because I play now, and my 18 years of playing is paying off. Maybe I shouldn't have switched from being a music major? We're going to record, and then play shows. The Rat(tatorium), Carnegie Hall?
Good lord, this season of Real World is the pits.
What else...
Matt called from It'ly. He's in the Alps, connecting with his ancestors, speaking Italian, leaning in Pisa...le sigh. :D | comments: Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | Nothing. It's quiet. I'm going to practice now. | | Subject: | Fascinating, really... | | Time: | 11:06 pm | | Current Mood: | dirty |
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| I may have done this before. I don't care.
thirteen random things you like:
01) violin/viola 02) our band 03) the boys 04) the girls 05) movies 06) swimming 07) the color pink 08) special people 09) my job 10) skirts 11) summer 12) drinking drinks and doing drugs 13) my family
twelve movies:
01) Eternal Sunshine 02) Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory 03) Garden State (it's not out yet, but the trailer has changed my life already) 04) Legally Blonde 05) Shrek 1 and 2 06) The Bad Seed 07) Run Lola Run 08) City of God 09) Dirty Pretty Things 10) Bridget Jones' Diary (and it's on TV EVERYDAY now! Hurrah!) 11) Mystic River 12) Clueless
eleven good bands/artists: (they aren't so much GOOD as I enjoy them)
01) Our yet to be named band featuring the musical stylings of matty, patty, evan, adam, and myself. 02) Maxeen 03) Frou Frou 04) Pete Yorn 05) <3 Dashboard <3 06) The Used 07) Tori Amos 08) Ani DiFranco 09) The Cure 10) Beastie Boys 11) Jimmy Eat World
ten things about you:
01) I have a brother and a sister 02) I bruise like a peach. 03) My hair is frequently a mess. I want to grow it out really long. 04) I like to run. 05) I have about 100 pairs of shoes. 06) I don't throw anything away 07) My gramma is my idol. 08) I like nice cars 09) I have boundless energy 10) I have a new found love and tolerance for alcohol. Go me. :D
nine friends: (in no particular order)
01) Matt 02) Marisa 03) Pat 04) Cynthia 05) Jon 06) Mandy 07) Paul 08) Sassy 09) Tisch
eight favorite foods/drinks:
01) Indian foodS 02) Water 03) Salad 04) Anything mexican 05) Bagel chips and hummus 06) Cheese (looking at you, patrick) 07) Panera 08) Soda
seven things you wear daily:
01) a skirt 02) my bracelets 03) a necklace 04) underwear 05) mascara 06) a shirt of some kind 07) my heart on my sleeve (oh, so clever and emo)
six things that annoy you:
01) feeling lazy 02) television 03) money 04) bug bites 05) my messy room 06) when people pick through chinese food to get all the good stuff
five things you touch everyday:
01) my hair 02) me 03) my cell phone 04) the computer 05) ummmm...light switches?
four shows you watch:
01) The West Wing, with mom at lunch 02) Best Week Ever 03) Law and Order 04) MTV bullshit
three celebrities you have a crush on:
01) Brad Pitt 02) David Beckham 03) Chris Carabba
two people on myspace that you have kissed:
01) Get out of... 02) here.
one person you could spend the rest of your life with:
01) Andrew WK | comments: Leave a comment  |
| Or you didn't. In any case, as I squeeze this in between shower and Pat's arrival as we embark on Matty Fest 2k4, I'll fill you in...
I went to Tortola, it was fucking fantastic, as was to be expected.
Matt works in the city on Wednesday and Thursday. He stays here during the week. Makes me happy.
We have a band...oh lord, do we have a band. We're really good, and we don't sound like anything you've heard before. World domination? I think so. (I'm not really kidding.)
Matt's birthday is tomorrow. I got him a good things. He's 21 now, that should be fun. We're going to a bar tonight, and we will festivate all weekend. I'm looking forward to a reunion with the boys.
I miss my girls.
Holy god, I am so late. But i'm still updating, look at that.
Last note: this woman from the oil company just called, and i couldn't hear here so i was like, hello? she goes, oh i thought you were a little kid. I said no. She asked when the oil people should come. I told her my mom usually handles that. She said, "oh, so you are a little boy."
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The end. I love you. <3 | comments: Leave a comment  |
| Edisto was beautiful.
My friends are too.
I can say with certainty that we're all closer.
I had my photographer take pictures. I think I'll scan them at Gramma's and put up the best ones.
Becuase they are amazing.
Like us.
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| DO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! :D
1. What is my name? 2. Where did we meet? 3. Take a stab at my middle name: 4. How long have you known me? 5. When is the last time we saw each other? 6. Do I smoke? 7. Do I believe in God? 8. When you first saw me what was your first impression? 9. My age? 10. Birthday? 11. Color hair? 12. Color eyes? 13. Do I have any siblings? 14. Have you ever had a crush on me? 15. Have you ever been jealous of me? 16. What's one of my favorite things to do outside? 17. What's my favorite thing to do indoors? 18. Do you remember one of the first things I said to you? 19. What's my favorite type of music? 20. What is the best feature about me? 21. Am I shy or outgoing? 22. Would you say I'm funny ha ha or funny sarcastic? 23. Am I a rebel or do I follow all the rules? 24. Would you consider me a friend, an acquaintance, or a good friend? 25. What word would you use to describe me? 26. Have you ever seen me cry? 27. If there was one good nick name for me what would it be? 28. Are my parents still together? 29. If I had broccoli stuck in my teeth would you tell me? 30. What's my favorite color? 31. What size shoe do I wear? 32. What is my favorite tv show? 33. What do you know about me that you don't think I know about myself? | comments: 5 comments or Leave a comment  |
| ( So this is Edisto... )
I don't know about you but i'm fucking psyched. I want to be barefoot a lot there. I'm not going to comb my hair very often. I'm going to be bad. I'm going to lay out. I'm going to swim. I'm going to bring scrappy clothes. I'm going to bring my camera. Both of 'em. We'll have video of the excursion.
Reading back, that doesn't sound too different from school. Oh well. I can't fucking wait.
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| Holy shit. I'm a senior in college. Mother fucker.
I have to get up at 6 tomorrow to go to Hershey Park with my mom's orchestra kids. Yeah. I have to wear a matching t shirt. Here's to being 21 and finding my buddy. <3.
Today was sad, but great. Love school, love my friends, but on the way home I caught a whiff of summer...swamp grass, or something. It smelled promising.
South Carolina next Friday? Anyone? MPK Boys? Oh yeah. That's right. We're fucking going. Gonna be fucking insane.
What else...too much to talk about, not enough to say.
G'night. I love you. We'll talk.
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| | Current Music: | P Diddy mother fucker | | Subject: | Hmmm. | | Time: | 12:06 pm | | Current Mood: | predatory |
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| life is good.
Awsomefest 2k4: The Final Chapter on Saturday. The possibilities are endless. As will be the tshirts.
Some joy for your weekend...
( A thousand words )
Yeah. Perhaps more pictures on Sunday or Monday.
:D <3
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| An update as I continue to plow through my homework I neglected all weekend.
A slice of summer... Thursday, I found out I got a sub for work on Friday so I bounced out of here and trekked to Toms River for some quality time at la casa de Lawrence.
Thursday: We watched Great Minds. Looking good. Looking real good.
Friday: Surf and Skate Parte 1. Wonderful. Maxeen <3 Andrew WK <3 <3 For others, look at Matt's gurnal. Same shit. We got home, and planned to send Mike for Against Me! paraphanalia on Saturday as we're slackers and couldn't pay for or handle all three days. Bonded with Keenan over Wawa.
Saturday: Slept forever. Went to the mall. Bought nothing, save a smoothie. Matt's car is sick. Loafed. Saw Kill Bill Vol. 2. I haven't seen the first, but I dug the second big time. We may just leave it at that. Came home. Collected our Against Me! goodies. No Warren Iraq. <3 Bonded with Keenan over Wawa. ::Congratulations to Miss Tischler on no more MCAT, and to my ladies of lots of celebratory imbibing <3 ::
Sunday: Up early. Packed up the car. Surf and Skate: Parte Due. Wonderful, yet again. Cave In. <3 Bouncing Souls. <3 <3 Matt has worked hard, but I would call myself a fan. They sang the songs I know and love. Matt danced. We smiled. We all <3ed. A lot. Truly the perfect end to the weekend. Came back to Trenton. Ate with Patty Patster. Am doing/avoiding homework.
To list what I have left to do this semester may result in bad things, so I'll just take it day by day. The taste of summer that was this weekend has left me super fucking antsy for the real thing.
South Carolina with 100 dollars in my pocket, Paradise with the fam, swim team a go go... and lots and lots of beach, beer, music and <3.
Everythings coming up :D. Back to work. <3 | comments: Leave a comment  |
| A real update. For shure. Let's seee....
A really really great week. Like, just great. Went quick, was productive, sort of. Talked about post graudation adventures with Matt. He's gonna go to grad school and I'm going to go too. We're going to see the world. :D All the misunderstandings from last week were patched up and I think our band of misfits is closer then ever. Jon got his pictures on CD from Florida, they're on my computer in my room, and they make me long for the 2nd week in January. I'll post some/all of them later on, they're fucking beautiful. We're all happy. We're all friends with each other. I love my friends.
Last night Risa Cyn and I went to see Eternal Sunshine. Holy jeeze. Just fucking beautiful. There was a 'real' sense about it, it felt honest, despite all of the artsy camera work and different story. Jim Carrey and Kate Winslet were fucking incredible, I don't know. I felt changed. Happier. I don't know...it was really fucking great. Like, wow.
What else. It's fucking beautiful outside, like sooooooooooooooo nice. I love it. Short pants and slippy black shoes 4eva. This weekend is going to be magnificent. Today, the gym, shopping maybe, lots of movies, perhaps Ladykillers and Jersey Girl tonight, then who knows. Tomorrow, work in the morning, some homework maybe?, then we're going to parrrrrrrrrrrrrtay with some boys i know. :D Sunday, I have a short concert for Spring Day at 11 (come, it'll be 20 minutes, tops) then I either have to shoot my project here or go home and do it, as I haven't spoken with my mother since MONDAY I wouldn't know. We're busy women, or she hates me. I tend to think/hope we're busy. I keed.
This is the most boring entry ever. I don't care. OHHHHHHHHHH that's right, I got a fucking 63 in the lottery. Next year I will live in a beautiful apartment and make food for my friends. OH i can't wait. Seriously. Life fucking rules.
EDIT: How many times can I say 'fucking beautiful' before it loses meaning? I'm hoping more then 3.... <3 | comments: Leave a comment  |
| Well well well.
Boo for: *Fucking ridiculous bullshit *A messy room and messier hair *A fucking nasty taste in my mouth, literally and figuratively *The slowest day of work ever
Yay for: *Realizing it's just fucking ridiculous bullshit *New spandex *A good past week *Lots of classes cancelled *Bringing my keyboard to school, I will serenade Marisa late into the night *Alcohol *Cigarettes *Working out like a mother fucker *6 hours of work tomorrow to maybe get something fucking done, as today isn't looking too productive *Tanning *My girls *Hopefully moving Isha in here for a week *Cleaner bills of health *Talent shows *A fun weekend planned *Sanity *<3 *Being okay.
God willing, this was the last snow of the year. Shit's looking up.
Here's to <3 and :D. So fucking much of it I can't see straight. I had a good feeling about the rest of the semester and this summer a few days ago. I still do.
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| | Current Music: | Silence is Golden. Ass. <3 | | Subject: | Wheeeeeeee! | | Time: | 10:34 pm | | Current Mood: | energetic |
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| Oh spring break. I heart thee.
God bless... *Mom and her listening ear *Grammy *Isha and her proximity to home *Successful internet stalking of rugby boys, and plans being put into action *Time online to catch up with far away friends and set up play dates for next week *Supertans *Supercuts (a trend forming, perhaps) *Makin' moooooooovies *the TV show Starting Over; middle aged women bitching about themselves, for some reason I eat that shit up with a spoon *new hoodies and sneaks *a renewed 21 year old license *the sense of self to ignore the haggard appearance on said license *the gym *visiting Dad for the afternoon to regale him with tales of yesteryear *TUMMY! *Mizer time *Showering regularly *a new 'real life' journal *a new bracelet *being a 'Strong Woman' <3 *Chinese food *Mom's food *bonding in the Mazda in Mawah *14 Glenwood *Sunny weather *My new camera and best friend
That's all I've got for right now. I don't wanna go back, ever. Everyone lives in NJ, I can see people when I please. I'm a better human at home. I suppose this just makes me more psyched for the end of the semester, and a strong finish, and then a week in SC perhaps with the boys, and then 2 mother fucking weeks in Tortola.
The sun is out, it's all coming up Katrina.
Yay you, but yay me more. :D
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| Snoop Dog on Conan...
Conan: you announced a while back that you weren't going to smoke pot anymore, you'd kicked the habit...how's that going...
Snoop: It kicked me back.
Made me laugh. | comments: Leave a comment  |
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